July 2010
1 post
desire
Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can’t have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be. The people who suffer the most, are those who don’t know what they want
June 2010
2 posts
life. life...
At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don’t really expect it. Its like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And its not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may...
my fave poem in the world.
His hello was the end of her endings, Her laugh was their first step down the aisle. His hand would be hers to hold forever, His forever was as simple as her smile. An ocean couldn’t prevent it. A New York minute wouldn’t let it pass. Does the universe decide for us, Which love will fade and which will last. He said she was what was missing. She said she instantly new. She was a question to be...
May 2010
5 posts
again
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a...
heartbreak
what can I say? will this feeling of needing him, constantly thinking of him and wishing I had done things so much different go away? I like him so much it literally hurts my heart and when I see him he takes any control I have away from me. it’s amazing what 5 months of an off and on, not really understanding and not realizing what it was about relationship, can fuck up your train of...
I still love him
Well I’m ready to go to bed its been a crazy busy weekend thank goodness its over with … Raenah finally lost her pesky tooth and is waiting for the tooth fairy. Ok that’s all for tonight. Gonna watch meet the robinsons with my raenie and sleep.
“and I couldn’t help but notice….”
– Sex and the city